I don't really want to admit that while I keep saying 'don't watch the market, don't watch the market,' I can't help but check every time there's a slight fluctuation. Like Chevron suddenly exporting to Venezuela—on the surface, the cash flow seems promising, but deep down I know that geopolitical tension is just gambling. With such a small rise, I'm still thinking whether to add more...

OXY was downgraded to 'Sell,' but the market insists it should still be 'Hold.' So should I dump it or hold on a bit longer? The low stock price is itching my hands. AEP's performance seems to have grown even stronger than I imagined, yet ETFs are cutting. Logically, it should be strong, but with this money flowing out, the market sentiment shifts instantly—how absurd... I feel like I'm oscillating between confidence and panic.