I suddenly realized I rarely eat snacks anymore.

I just eat until I feel full.

But I don't restrict myself from eating anything.

For example, today I wanted milk tea, so I ordered it after dinner.

I noticed I drank it very, very slowly.

I only finished it when I got thirsty after mopping the room.

Seeing other people's elegant and beautiful outfits,

I suddenly imagine how I would look wearing them.

I can't believe how thin I used to be, able to wear all sorts of clothes.

I like simple color schemes; most of my clothes are black, gray, or brown.

But suddenly, it's like I connected with my childhood self, wanting various colors, bright lilac, the warm yellow I've always loved...

It's not a strong desire to dress up, just a wish for a bit of color.

Although my head still hurts sometimes, I don't panic anymore.

I'm also not anxious about dating or marriage at all, lol.

When my head hurts or my emotions fluctuate, I know I can handle myself.

It's not a high-energy state, but a stable, steady energy.

I believe I will be free from headaches. I believe I will love myself infinitely.

I believe I will infinitely approach the life I want to live, and even achieve it!

Actually, what kind of partner do I want? I want a gentle, emotionally stable partner, and I'm treating myself the same way. A warm, stable energy, like a simple, perfectly measured hug. ☺

Simple, ordinary, content.