$Invesco QQQ Trust(QQQ.US)

The 100th margin call. Starting over with a $500 deposit.

I've been trading US stocks for two and a half years now, and I've lost count of how many times I've been liquidated on options or deposited funds. On better weeks, I get liquidated once a week; in crazy weeks, twice a day. Every time I deposit money, I lose it all. From the first time I blew up my account to now, I've just repeated this cycle for a year, living in a loop of depositing and getting liquidated.

All along, I've been that gambler. I've squandered hundreds of thousands in family assets, lost my life, and lost my future. Every day, I'm thinking about taking a big risk, hoping to turn things around in the stock market, but it's just wishful thinking on my part.

In the past, I couldn't control myself, frequently trading options throughout the day—10 times a day was considered low. The result was always losing everything.

This weekend, after reflecting deeply, I added limits to my program's trading frequency.

All orders must go through a paper trading account first, then sync to the live account via the server, requiring a justification for each order.

I only placed three orders on Monday. For each one, I tried to find reasons to convince myself and the AI, since the AI needs to approve them.

Yesterday was the first day I didn't make any buy trades at all, and also the day with the highest profit ratio. Today's profit is 1,100 HKD.

I bought QQQ 707 calls the night before yesterday.

I've calmed down these past two days. Last week, I traded options more than 50 times. Suddenly stopping feels boring.

Next, I'll share some of my trades and views. I hope everyone will criticize me harshly.

Hoping for a good start. Let's encourage each other.